tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-68741581922800436742011-07-30T19:31:16.359-07:00Damienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02417601549390967507noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6874158192280043674.post-85287347090364242912011-04-24T10:53:00.000-07:002011-04-24T11:54:51.418-07:00<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Hey baby , its me .</div><div><br /></div><div>im sorry baby , for making you so piss , </div><div>i know no matter what i say right now wont help anymore, </div><div>so i guess its over ? baby don't want me anymore.</div><div><br /></div><div>i changed, yes , i did . i realise i didnt give in to you more and sweet to you like last time .</div><div>its my fault , </div><div><br /></div><div>im reading your bookbook you make for me for our 2nd month, </div><div>okay, really make me tears alot like a gay now. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>im gonna tell you and ans ur so call qns in it ok , </div><div><br /></div><div>im really touched and surprised, nobody done this much for me before, i really love it alot. thanks baby.</div><div>i miss the begining too , we were so sweet and there were no quarrels, we were so in love. although my love for you never change even abit , but everything changed.</div><div>Yes, as time passes , it worsen , really alot of quarrels over small things, im sorry once again. it's not a bed of roses. no need to apologise, really .. baby.</div><div>Im th only boyfriend who loved you so much ? yes , and you are the only girlfriend i ever loved so much too baby. </div><div>But did you really cherish me ? </div><div><br /></div><div>If you did , i won't be crying here all alone, but you just don care even abit and just goes to bed. its okay , im not angry nor saying you unreasonable. really.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>ok, baby is sorry for:</div><div><br /></div><div>-being unhappy in everything i do-</div><div>( yes , its true im disappointed w the reaction you gave me when i did smth for you baby . like tat time , i bought sandwich for you in the morning, without a thankyou, </div><div> you say you donwant eat it, but it doesnt really matter, because im jus scared baby is hungry , and i donwant it to happen yea . )</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>-always give me attitude no matter what</div><div>( actually i got used to it , haha, really baby, and i really just give in to you automatically one, like today, you flared at me out of a sudden, and i really give in alot, </div><div> don say i complain , but see ur text , didnt i ? didnt i done enough ? i really donno what i can do . )</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>-always push the blame to me when quarrel</div><div>(no comment , because sometimes really my fault.)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>-never spare a thought for me</div><div>( nevermind, iloveyou. like really.)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>-been harsh on word toward me </div><div>(yea, i really want to be cherished and love lot lot , donwant harsh, likka girl i know , but thats what i want.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>-being a troublesome girlfriend</div><div>(not really, i love pampering you too baby, but , i cant give you what you want. im sorry again.)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>-being a demanding girlfriend</div><div>( i did my best to give you everything.)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>alright. moving on.</div><div><br /></div><div>im really glad to have you too baby, i never regretted being w you too.</div><div>you really mean alot to me , i know i said this upteen times, but really, </div><div><br /></div><div>And yes, you're the only girl in my eyes, no doubt. your really perfect and beautiful in my eyes. </div><div>but i know , im not that perfect boyf , not the type of guy that every girl want, but i just wants to be flawless in your eye.</div><div><br /></div><div>i don want you to be back to me , because you are afraid that i would do silly things, because its your love i want, to have me back.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>i dont know what more can i say, i don want to continue any further,</div><div>heart is broken , everything has broken into pieces, everything.</div><div><br /></div><div>I guess everything is just a fairytale, all that thinkings of having a happy family , holding your hand till the end, </div><div><br /></div><div>i really broke down , when you said, promise is meant to be broken , you jus have to be my favourite part of my life, </div><div> it really destroy th trust i had for you , i really took what you said for real,</div><div>when you said you will be mine forever, you will marry me . and turning my room into ours love nest. it wont happend! </div><div><br /></div><div>nobody will appreciate me . </div><div> </div><div> i don want baby to be hurt and suffer w me anymore , i shouldnt be selfish and ruin ur happiness anymore , i have to let go and let you go for th better, </div><div>Go find your true happiness ok , your not happy w me , iloveyou . im sorry , im really sorry. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-dc1b7d49dc888e9c" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v13.nonxt7.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Ddc1b7d49dc888e9c%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331473946%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D49D005FCBD7B5CED27CA77C33D7A0597776B6CD7.18A7BE2EAF059D305C4DD3DC8072AB19AFB532B4%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Ddc1b7d49dc888e9c%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DX2BgRjAKbGrx6AsUW1X8wJFq9Iw&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v13.nonxt7.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Ddc1b7d49dc888e9c%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331473946%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D49D005FCBD7B5CED27CA77C33D7A0597776B6CD7.18A7BE2EAF059D305C4DD3DC8072AB19AFB532B4%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Ddc1b7d49dc888e9c%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DX2BgRjAKbGrx6AsUW1X8wJFq9Iw&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><div>it was only just a dream .</div><div><br /></div><div>2.54am 25/04/2011 takecare,</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6874158192280043674-8528734709036424291?l=this-phenomenology.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Damienhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02417601549390967507noreply@blogger.com0